restart

here all alone
speeding under the city light, empty headed
wind always breeze through my spine but never be this cold
speeding under the unsure night
before the traffic light stop me

once again
try to hyperventilating
send an oxygen through my vein
try to make up my mind
then something pop out my head
are we demented ?
or am i disturbed ?
the space that's in between insane and insecure
oh therapy, can you please fill the void ?
am i retarded ?
or am i just overjoyed ?
nobody's perfect and i stand accused
for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse

is this an edge ?
is this a border ?
is this a limit ?
or just another boundaries to my lack ?
bitter and sweet sensation
overwhelm all over my brains

is it right ?
or is it wrong ?
always have a restart are we ??
thats my riddle ~

baru mulai lagi menulis nih bahasanya masi kacau haha