tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68360628543197567342012-02-16T06:17:21.686-08:00sebagian fakta, sebagian itu kata pikiran saya, sebagian itu kata hati saya, sebagian kata mereka, sebagian dipertanyakan kebenarannya, sebagian kamu tentukan sendiriinisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.comBlogger111100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-37935892560440178742009-12-15T08:37:00.002-08:002009-12-15T08:38:34.480-08:00here all alone<br />speeding under the city light, empty headed<br />wind always breeze through my spine but never be this cold<br />speeding under the unsure night<br />before the traffic light stop me<br /><br />once again<br />try to hyperventilating<br />send an oxygen through my vein<br />try to make up my mind<br />then something pop out my head<br />are we demented ?<br />or am i disturbed ?<br />the space that's in between insane and insecure<br />oh therapy, can you please fill the void ?<br />am i retarded ?<br />or am i just overjoyed ?<br />nobody's perfect and i stand accused<br />for lack of a better word and that's my best excuse<br /><br />is this an edge ?<br />is this a border ?<br />is this a limit ?<br />or just another boundaries to my lack ?<br />bitter and sweet sensation<br />overwhelm all over my brains<br /><br />is it right ?<br />or is it wrong ?<br />always have a restart are we ??<br />thats my riddle ~<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">baru mulai lagi menulis nih bahasanya masi kacau haha</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-3793589256044017874?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-67215968053370185382009-12-15T08:37:00.001-08:002009-12-15T08:37:44.932-08:00Let the curtain open<br />sit tight and i shall tell you some story about faith, love and stupidity<br /><br />once upon a time<br />Romeo have a crush with Juliet<br />to be honest the cupid have a bless upon them<br />but the world doesn't<br /><br />why do you want me, oh juliet ?<br />i have nothing<br />i just knew something happened<br />for the very first time with you<br />my heart melted into the ground<br />found something true<br />and everyone's lookin 'round<br />thinking I'm going crazy<br /><br />oh i do really want you, my romeo...<br />i don't care what they say<br />i just in love with you<br /><br />but i just a lonesome boy<br />just a loser<br />just a wolverine<br />bleeding to love<br />just give and no need to ask<br /><br />oh my romeo ~<br />to the world you are loser but to me you are the world<br />we are the world, and they can't beat us so easily<br />lets makes our world together<br /><br />but how, how do i make it up to you ??<br />i willing to do anything for you<br />to life and not to breathe<br />to die in tragedy<br /><br />if it is meant to be romeo<br />if it is love<br />if it is our faith<br />then nothing seperate us but death<br /><br />well then here take a poison<br />meet me under the bridge downtown<br />they will be a witness of our love<br />but dont you dare starts without me<br /><br />what a fool<br />what a reckless<br />but its my faith<br />then let it be<br /><br />so the couple have a promise<br />but the climax is about to begin ladies and gentlemen<br /><br />juliet have a another mind to do<br />she pretend to die and tell romeo later<br />but what a shame romeo have a deep shock to see juliet die<br />and a poor romeo take a poison and die<br />juliet wake up and saw her romeo has passed away<br />so what can she say ?<br />she die as well<br /><br />applause, applause...<br />no wait, wait !!!<br />dear studio audience i have announcement to make<br />what makes romeo so careless to die in tragedy ???<br />is it faith, love or stupidity ???<br />what makes juliet so eager have another tought ???<br />one more time, is it faith, love or stupidity<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">well i'm just a narrator and this is just a prologue...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-6721596805337018538?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-85994860565131290772009-12-15T08:36:00.001-08:002009-12-15T08:36:46.985-08:00melangkah lah bersama ku agar kau tahu<br />bahwa kaki itu telah melangkah seiring waktu<br />seiring datang dan perginya musim gugur<br />musim gugur dimana kita telah berjanji<br /><br />mulai lah percepat langkah mu<br />karena aku mulai resah<br />karena aku tak lihat jelas kemana tujuan ku<br />karena aku mulai kehilangan asa<br /><br />lalu berlarilah dan kejar aku<br />maaf bukan aku meninggalkanmu<br />tapi karena aku harus bertahan malam ini<br />terus melanjutkan nafasku di setiap momen nya<br /><br />dan berhenti dan hentikan aku<br />ketika kau lelah dan melihatku terus berlari<br />atau ketika aku takut tak menentu kemana aku akan pergi<br />dan peluklah saat aku maka aku akan menangis<br /><br />karena suatu saat kita akan sering singgah<br />berpeluh dan melepas resah<br />karena suatu saat aku akan tertinggal dan kau akan menjauh<br />berjalan sendiri sendiri, bimbang dan kehilangan arah dan mulai lambat untuk melangkah<br /><br />berpisah lah, sungguh itu tak apa<br />ku minta waktu ku dan akan ku beri kau ruang<br />karena mungkin dikeramaian aku akan mencari sosok mu<br />dan mungkin di gelapnya malam sosok mu akan tersamar oleh kabut itu<br /><br />dan maafkan jika hati ini terus mencari pembenaran...<br />karena jalan ini panjang dan rumit...<br />ketahuilah karena berapa banyak pun orang yang berubah diluar sana<br />tujuan ini tetap satu...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-8599486056513129077?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-6774364686128698852009-12-15T08:35:00.001-08:002009-12-15T08:35:48.482-08:00talk a walk by the sunset down<br />the rain heavily pouring down before<br />but yet rainbow wont showed up<br />fresh dirt under my shoes<br />and a fresh atmosphere<br />sunshine relfect on a wet asphalt<br />make a golden way lies ahead<br />try to pace my self while sang a song<br />the script rhymes tangled in my mind<br /><br />"sometimes tears say all there is to say<br />sometimes your first scars wont ever fade away<br />try to break my heart well its broke<br />try to hang me high well im choked<br />wanted rain on me well im soaked<br />soaked to the skin<br />its the end where i begin<br />its the end where i begin"<br /><br />just made a smile and i'm trying to run<br />turn on a corner, and found myself standing in front of a coffee shop<br />a cup of coffee and i will made my day<br />so i'm tried made a comfort on a couch<br />one cup and i'm started to enjoy this evening<br />two hours and i ask for more cup of coffee<br />three and i just gazed to the corner of the street, a vacant stare<br />four and it's started to effect<br /><br />oh caffeine effect,<br />my heart started to beating fast<br />adrenaline rushed trough my vein<br />oh caffeine effect,<br />my nerve started to anxious<br />and all the memory poped out in my head<br /><br />hyperventilating and i tried to get myself awake<br />anxious so i tried to get my feet back on the ground<br />restless and i found myself realize<br />i'm really tired better be going home now<br /><br />what the hell i'm talking about ???!!!!<br />what a caffeine effect...<br /><br /><span style="font-style:italic;">karena terlalu banyak melamun di coffee shop</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-677436468612869885?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-23616221217884907062009-12-15T08:30:00.000-08:002009-12-15T08:31:43.222-08:00dad what are you doing ???<br />i'm trying to solve a crossword puzzle son<br />what is crossword puzzle ???<br />it's a puzzle son. a riddle<br />see ?? there's so many boxes, up side and down side<br />it's related each other<br />then how we solve this puzzle dad ??<br />answer and fill the boxes one by one<br />let me try it dad....<br /><br />it's kind of difficult dad<br />it is son, it's simulate a life<br />huh ??? what does it mean dad ???<br />life just like a puzzle son<br />you will always ask something<br />you will figure something<br />then you will ask more question<br />just like crossword puzzle<br />it related each other<br /><br />then, what else dad ???<br />you will begin to doubt yourself when you get stuck<br />is it right ?? is it wrong ???<br />what i am supposed to do dad ??<br />move on, answer other question first, easy one<br />then you'll find a missing link<br />hmm, but what if i'm wrong ???<br />can i erase and rewrite my question ??<br />you can and cannot son<br />you can erase and rewrite it once in a while<br />but you can't do it over and over again<br /><br />you cant tell yourself whether you right or wrong<br />let people judge<br />when you do something good, no one will aware<br />but when you do something bad, everybody will blame you<br /><br />kind of tricky isn't it dad ??<br />well that's a puzzle all about<br />well that's life all about<br />just believe and follow you're heart<br />don't hestitate cause you'll never walk alone<br /><br />hahahaha, cut it out dad you talk too much<br />am i ?? hahah sorry dear we done too much sometimes<br />maybe you will understand later<br />but always remember this conversation in your mind<br />okey donkey oldman i've got it !!!<br />i want solve my crossword too !!<br />some day i will !!!<br /><br />that's a spirit<br />oh one more thing....<br />the puzzle<br />the riddle<br />the crossword<br /><blockquote>it's written already</blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-2361622121788490706?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-7195066556392776362009-11-24T04:41:00.000-08:002009-11-24T04:42:10.683-08:00kamu ingin melompat.<br />ingin sekali melompat.<br />dari ketinggian di ujung sana.<br />menuju entah apa namanya.<br />coba buka lah mata.<br />indah di bawah sana.<br />tutup rapat kedua telinga.<br />dari bisikan entah dimana.<br /><br />kau terbang dari ketinggian mencari yang paling sunyi.<br />dan kau melayang mencari mimpi2 yang tak kunjung nyata.<br /><br />kulihat engkau terkulai<br />tubuhmu membiru tragis. tragis.<br />perihmu yang menganga.<br />tak hentinya bertanya.<br />hidup tak selamanya linier.<br />tubuh tak seharusnya tersier.<br /><br />coba buka lah mata.<br />indah di bawah sana.<br />tutup rapat kedua telinga.<br />dari bisikan entah dimana.<br /><br />efek rumah kaca - tubuhmu membiru, tragis<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-719506655639277636?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-75781559791104429432009-10-05T08:47:00.000-07:002009-10-05T09:21:05.742-07:00kenapa Tuhan tanam buah khuldi ditamanNya ??<br />apa agar adam bertanya tanya ??<br />apa agar hawa bisa memaksa adam untuk mengambilnya ??<br />lalu salah siapa ini ??<br />apa si merah ambil peran dalam kejadian ini ??<br />apa adam telah gagal untuk jd role model yang baik bagi manusia lain nya ??<br />apa Tuhan bermain dengan kita semua ??<br />siapa yang bertanggung jawab atas ini semua, lalu ??<br /><br />ah lihatlah kami ~<br />ini akibat dari kejadian itu<br />berada dibumi mencoba kembali ke eden<br />Dia hamparkan labirin untuk kita lalui<br />jalannya banyak<br />lurus saja,<br />berliku,<br />memutar,<br />bolak-balik,<br />off road,<br />banyaklah tak usah saya sebut karena sungguh saya tak tahu banyak-banyak<br />tp tujuannya satu, Esa, Dia<br />lalu kenapa setiap orang dibiarkan memilih jalan yang berbeda ??<br />"He does have a plan" katanya<br />tapi apakah penghargaan yang Dia berikan sama ??<br />"are you read your Al-Quran ?" itu ayah saya balik bertanya<br />kalau begitu kita ini semut ya ?<br />di dalam sebuah sarang besar dengan ribuan jalur yang saling terhubung<br />dan masing masing semut memilih jalannya masing-masing<br />berputar mencari satu jalan keluar<br /><br />demi massa sesungguhnya kita merugi<br />pada siapa kita tuju ??<br />demi massa sesungguhnya kita tersesat<br />pada apa kita tuju ??<br /><br />maaf jika ini sensitif<br />maaf jika saya kurang beriman<br />hanya kadang tanya tak masuk logika<br />hanya kadang akal ini liar<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-7578155979110442943?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-9140301535156758422009-09-17T10:36:00.001-07:002009-09-17T10:36:28.768-07:00It's a midnight already<br />i left my dvd player turned on while i sleep for a moment<br />my hand reach out remote control and push the switch off<br />for a moment i stare the ceiling blankly<br />i hear my self breathing<br />i hear my cellphone vibrated<br />ah it's a message<br />tag a named after my friend<br />an old friend<br />a fellas<br />a partner i used to know<br />it's said whats up dude?<br />Havent heard from you a while<br />funny eh?<br />This question poped out as if we never seen each other<br />So i said, well im fine like i used to be<br />little chit chating and end up with "sorry for being such an ass"<br />another kinky word i never expect to hear<br />i see that coming so it's fine i said<br /><br />what man is a man, who let his friend alone?<br />What friend is a friend, who let his man lost?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-914030153515675842?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-8597883114968127172009-09-16T06:34:00.000-07:002009-09-16T06:48:16.762-07:00seorang teman datang<br />explosions in the sky !!! katanya<br />apa itu saya bertanya<br />shoegaze katanya<br />dengarkan saat kamu kosong tambahnya<br />beruntung rasa penasaran saya besar<br />di unduhlah first breath after coma dari 4shared atas rekomendasi teman<br /><br />9 menit tanpa kata<br />9 menit tanpa makna kongkret<br />9 menit dia bantu kamu melamun<br />9 menit dia antar saya memikirkan segalanya<br />9 menit dia biarkan saya menatap sepatu tanpa makna<br /><br />apa ini ??<br />hanya distorsi<br />dentingan nada dan beat beat muram<br />tapi sesuatu di dalam benak ini bergerak<br />ah absurd<br />semuanya nampak seperti kilatan kejadian<br />tapi ini tidak menyelesaikan apapun<br />hanya mengingatkan<br />hanya membukakan mata<br />hanya ingin berkata<br />siapa dirimu ??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-859788311496812717?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-26544076068090544722009-09-16T06:15:00.000-07:002009-09-16T06:33:45.991-07:00duduk di depan lcd monitor sambil menatap layar blog yang kosong<br />4 tab yahoo messenger terbuka<br />ke empatnya teman akrab saya<br /><br />yang satu tanya apakah dia satu TK sama saya<br />ah itu sungguh tak penting<br /><br />yang satu itu ketua reuni SD saya kemarin<br />hidup nya agak kacau akhir" ini<br />emang saya tau dia ketua reuni<br />tapi alasan mengurus reuni dia jadikan alasan saat dia gagal perwalian di kampus nya sampe sampe dia ambil 0 sks skrg<br />sungguh bukan hal yang logis<br />dia mungkin sedang bingung<br />melihat hidupnya sendiri berantakan<br />saya iba sekaligus bingung jika dia mintai saya berpendapat<br />yah suka suka dia lah ~<br /><br />yang ketiga dan keempat adalah sejawat sejati saya<br />sedang membahas seorang sahabat<br />ah terlalu naif dan terlalu labil jika di sebut teman<br />mempertanyakan kualitas pertemanan kami akhir" ini<br />dia diam dan saya tidak mengerti<br />dia berlalu dan saya hanya bocah hijau<br />ah terdengar melankolis<br />apa karena explosions in the sky yang saya dengarkan sambil menulis ?<br /><br />semua orang bertanya dan mencari<br />saya hanya diam dan menikmati<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-2654407606809054472?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6836062854319756734.post-39728768645132597532009-09-16T00:29:00.000-07:002009-09-16T00:39:08.382-07:00<span style="font-family: verdana;">inilah kami !!!<br />seorang bocah sagitarius ~<br />mahasiswa semester 5 desain komunikasi visual institut teknologi bandung ~<br />adalah seorang pemimpi<br />adalah seorang kamen rider freak<br />adalah seorang pengendara honda cs1<br />adalah seorang bocah pendek *small but compact<br />adalah seorang metroseksual<br />adalah seorang filosofis wanna be<br />adalah seorang ababil *kadang"<br />adalah seorang kakak yang baik *weswew<br />adalah seorang muslim yang menuju ketaatan nya<br />adalah seorang ...<br /><br />*cape ah ~<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6836062854319756734-3972876864513259753?l=inisirendy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>inisirendyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02422344213712254001noreply@blogger.com0